In limbo

I almost entitled this post as 'in purgatory', but that would be an exaggeration. I am in a painful place, but I'll come through it. So, instead, I will say I am in limbo. I'm feeling a little unsettled, but not unduly distressed. I'm not sleeping too great and I think that my upcoming trip to Dallas may have something to do with that. I love to travel and I am excited, but also a little apprehensive. It's a long way! The flight alone is ten hours. Then I am meeting Eloise, who I know will be wonderful, but still there is that initial meeting and settling in, not to mention the jet lag. On the Monday we are having dinner with Cherrie, another Domme I know from SL, that should be fun. She's a woman I admire greatly. I'm meeting Rich for dinner on Wednesday. I'm actually really looking forward to seeing him. Anyhow, it will all soon be here and then just as soon be over. I think that I will be 'in limbo' until I come back from Dallas.

My Second Life is quiet. I'm in the Mistress Auction at The Dominion, that should be fun, but other than that, my dear protectee, Silk, keeps me company and takes care of me. I don't really know what he gets out of the relationship, but I am not complaining as he is a treasure to me. His Mistress is a very lucky woman to have the love and devotion of such a slave. If only I could be so lucky too. :)

Hylarks and I have been talking more recently. His RL is tough, no change in his marital happiness and he is very lonely and missing SL and his friends there, a lot.  He is going to come back to SL to RP on his wolf avatar. We talked about him coming back as my boy, but it is not something I feel comfortable with right now, for reasons that he and I talked about. I am happy that I will get to see him as a wolf though. Hylarks the man (real name known to me) is still the person behind the avatar.

Speaking of real life and marriages etc., Jerbo Toxx, who I think reads this sometimes, is another sub who is trying to make his RL relationship work. He is doing well and we exchange occasional emails. He wrote a wonderful 'thank you and goodbye' for Confessions that it was my pleasure and honour to read. He is missed by many at The Dominion. I admire you, Jerbo, for what you have done and continue to do, with regard to your marriage.

I'm thinking of joining the local Amateur Dramatic society here where I live. It is just a thought at the moment, but I'm seriously considering it. I think it would be a great hobby and I'd get a lot of pleasure from it. I am, after all, a bit of a drama queen!

I hope to go to a munch in my local area sometime soon, as well as the Nimneach party in Dublin in either March or April. I need to get back out there again, before I retreat into a corner and never come out. Although the latter option is quite appealing at times.

This song is for everyone who needs to feel uplifted - I know I do - Josh Groban 'Don't Give Up'
(listen to the lyrics - that's an order!) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ri5XocxGyT8&feature=channel