Glowing

I think I must be visibly glowing. This past week has been amazing and it wouldn't be an exaggeration to say, life-changing. Having said all that, there have been some down moments too, where mat, who I wrote about before, has had to be put on hold due to personal commitments, but overall, it's been a pretty wonderful week culminating in a stunning weekend.

As I write this, I feel a little deflated, but it's probably just a touch of Domme-drop as I've had an amazing weekend where I felt happy, content and whole. It's all down to one man: M.

I met M last week at the Collective club event. He was a shy slave who decided just to watch and wasn't ready to play. However, he emailed me and we talked throughout the past week. As we chatted it became obvious that there was a very strong connection between us and an astounding similarity in our desires and kinks. Perhaps more importantly, our life beliefs, philosophies and morals, plus our sense of humour are astonishingly alike.

We met at the Collective Staff Meeting on Saturday night and any doubts I had (which were few) just melted away as he walked in and smiled as he offered me a beautiful bunch of roses. My stomach was churning and my heart thumped hard in my chest. Yikes.....scary stuff!

We didn't part until late Sunday evening. ;)

M served me for over 24 hours, with hardly a break as we didn't sleep much at all. He waited on me hand and foot, painted my toe-nails (not a bad job for a beginner!) slept on the floor, while I had his bed, was not permitted to sit on furniture at all, was spanked, teased, collared and leashed and had to ask permission for everything. Above and beyond all of of this, we talked, we shared our histories, we shared our dreams and desires, we bared our souls and connected in a truly amazing way. M is a fantastic man. He's deep, sincere, thoughtful, kind, generous, very submissive, funny, intelligent and he excites me so much.

M is now officially under consideration to be my permanent slave. I think he might be the boy of my dreams! I'm very excited, happy, a little nervous too, but feeling more positive and content than I have for a very long time. It's early days, I know I must pull on the reins, but it's so hard. I miss him today. I want him here, now, with me, always.

Here's a song that M was singing at the weekend (badly, I might add!): All of Me by Michael Bublé http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tLnvi5JHNlA&feature=related